May 31, 2013

  • Time Heals all wounds... or so they say

     

    Or does it just place time between us and the situation?

     Memories, and dreams. Which is which, and what is exactly what it seems to be? When can we be sure what is really real? Is this the dream which will last and become reality, or is it just another moment in time when foolishly I will make a wrong choice, or have I finally found that which I've sought after for so very long? How can I tell the difference when they feel so very much real, and sure? So very much the same. Hopes and answers are so far apart. sometimes I am so very lost. I look back, and I look forward.  It seems I slowly become aware of just how little I know. No matter how long or deeply I study this life, all I learn is that the more I learn, I simply become more deeply aware of how little I know and understand of all that surrounds me.

    I think sometimes I would trade away all my life for one moment of 100% pure clarity and understanding. Maybe then I could understand the biggest question of all..... WHY?
    Religion says God has chosen the simple things to confound the wise. I must be extremely wise, because I look at my life and am confounded, and confused, so deeply, and in so many ways. I am a blind man  in an endless round maze, seeking a corner.

    Chris

    one step at a time